What Remains Behind

2004-10-02T14:35:00.000-04:00

Movie parenthood with Steve Martin; Gil(Martin) is complaining about how life is complicated and has too many ups and downs, that it was too messy. Then Grandma came in and said this. It really made me think about how I see life. Grandma: You know, when I was nineteen, Grandpa took me on a roller coaster. Gil: Oh? Grandma: Up, down, up, down. Oh, what a ride! Gil: What a great story. Grandma: I

2004-09-05T20:37:00.000-04:00

Look at me You may think you see Who I really am But you'll never know me Every day It's as if I play a part Now I see If I wear a mask I can fool the world But I cannot fool my heart Who is that girl I see Staring straight back at me? When will my reflection show Who I am inside? I am now In a world where I Have to hide my heart And what I believe in But somehow I will show the world What's

2004-09-04T21:45:00.000-04:00

Today we all went to the Flea market. I swear, I end up buying some junk everytime I go there. Yunie went with us and she was the star. Everyone loved her. They wanted to pet her and hold her. She was so freaked out it wasn't funny. She was shaking. Too many people i guess. Well Chris, my lil bro, had a major problem with his college roomate. The little punk the school set him up with was

2004-09-04T01:45:00.000-04:00

So many things have happened since the last time I posted. James and I have fought horribly. And when I told him it might not be the best thing for us to stay friends. He blew up and made me feel really guilty. I was only doing what I thought he wanted me to say. He is the only person I felt I loved from the moment I saw him. It was like magic. I couldn't take my eyes off him. He is one of the

2004-07-15T18:51:00.000-04:00

Well my weekend with Jamie at my house is fast approaching! I can not wait. I am a tad nervous that my family may not like him. I actually had a job interview with an airline as a flight attendant. Jamie seems very against it since it means that I will have to move to Philly. But, it IS damn good money, and I need a job so i do not go crazy. I really need to think about this one, before I

2004-07-05T14:14:00.000-04:00

A fun new HPish RPG. Very well ran and experience is a must if you plan to RP. Comus Regency Citadel Well I have some sorta good news. I maybe getting a salaried posistion at work. Which means I maybe able to settle down sooner than later. I just hope that James can move here. He has an established life in NJ. I hate to ask him to move out here. I am so happy. Less than 11 days till I get to

2004-07-04T18:49:00.000-04:00

So many things have happened since April. I can not believe that I went this long without posting. Chris and I have finally called it quits. I never knew how unhappy that I was until I found James. James is my new man. He is everything that I have ever wanted in a guy. He is incredibly good lookiing, he is funny, he likes much of the same things that I do, and he is just an all around sweet

2004-04-04T21:49:00.000-04:00

Duh. You are "But WHY's the rum gone?!"You're not the smartest one in the bunch, butyou're sweetly appealing and you don't letdisappointment get to you. Everybodyidentifies with you, because let's face it, whyIS the rum gone? Which one of Captain Jack Sparrow's bizarre sayings from Pirates of the Caribbean are you? brought to you by Quizilla

2004-03-30T21:23:00.000-05:00

I don't know what to do with Chris, he and I just had a fight about me moving out to Cali, he won't listen to me about jobs and applying elsewhere, and he won't even consider the army. I am tired of waiting around I want to start our lives together but he is making it harder and harder for me.

2004-03-29T02:12:00.000-05:00

Look who is HOT! It is Kita....she is in the Texas shirt. I lurve my kita!

2004-03-29T01:56:00.000-05:00

Shit has hit the fan, I forgot my blog password for like a month. XD I am still gainfully unemployed. I mean I am really starting to get discouraged. I have been toying with going back to school. Chris doesn't want me to go to school in Ohio he wants me to wait until I move to Cali. I might just take a couple classes here to get the silly ones out of the way. I dunno. The Ohio Cosplay Club is

2004-02-12T20:20:00.000-05:00

Blah....V-day sucks when your honey is over 2000 miles away. ;_; I hate the super bitchy people at work. They can all suck my....blah. I wish that I could just pick up and move to Cali. I think I'll be 20000x's happier there.

2004-02-02T11:52:00.000-05:00

Cosplay.com Photo Database - marsie's Gallery There is all the images of OhayoCon Been looking for the perfect Wedding Dress....so far only a couple have caught my interest. I can't wait to be with Chris. I miss him so much, he and I talked for a while last night and it makes me even more wanting to be with him. I wish he'd find a good job already. then I can be there. ;_;

2004-01-21T13:12:00.000-05:00

Aphrodite/Eros ?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla

2004-01-21T12:51:00.000-05:00

AAAH Only 2 more days till OhayoCon! Summoner Yuna V.2 will be making a debute as well as Gunner Yuna v.1! ^_^ I can't wait! There is going to be a nice size Final Fantasy Photoshoot so I get to have tons of pictures! Gah plus my super slutty Card Girl outfit from Miyuki-chan in Wonderland will be coming out. XD I think I will put that one in a hall contest. Since the design is simple and it

2004-01-16T19:50:00.000-05:00

Blah today has been one of those days....I guess that things could be worse...if I was in hell. I have been working like mad on my cosutmes to make them look half way decent but I am a little worried that my summoner Yuna costume won't be done in time because I seemed to have missplaced my sleeves. -.- so now I have been tearing the house a part to find them...so far nothing.

2004-01-15T08:22:00.000-05:00

Blah.....finally have a job...I guess it is okay. I'll finally be able to pay back Manda. <.< >.> Things have been well...blah around here. Yuna is mellowing out and I am getting ready for the great invasion for OhayoCon. My costumes are coming out rather well I think. I am redoing my Yuna summoner and I am tweeking my Gunner Yuna. And since I lurve my Amanda, I am doing a Card Girl to go with

2003-12-10T08:06:00.000-05:00

Not too sure what to say or think...but I know that I need someone to talk to. NOW! I'll go on later after I figure out the road I shall take.

2003-12-04T07:03:00.000-05:00

Man I am up early. Shit has been going down and I am suprised I haven't bitched about it yet. Chris passed the bar! YA! I am so proud of him. He is now an "official" Lawyer in Cali. Mj is getting married. *huggles* I hope she will be happy. Yuna has now learned to sit on command. But she is still having problems with running into shit. I am visiting Kley at the end of the month. *drunk

2003-12-03T19:26:00.000-05:00

Okay today was just a boring day. I did some cleaning and other most boring things and then nothing. I hate wednesday's.

2003-12-01T15:09:00.000-05:00

Yuna Which Final Fantasy X-2 character are you? brought to you by Quizilla Damn straight. Oh God today is the day that we are putting up our tree and mom can't find the decorations, dad is pissed because I spilt water on the new carpet and he said it was the dog who had an "accident". We have new cable. And I don't know what channel BBC is on. ;_; AND last night my game froze on FFX-2 after

2003-11-29T21:43:00.000-05:00

I updated!!!!! HAHA Laura smells, cause I did it. I hate Turkey Day. All it means to me is Turkey for the next freaking 3 weeks (just in time for the christmas ham) and I have to deal with my whole family all at the same time. Oh why, oh why must it only come once a year? I finally got my FFX-2 game and it is taking up 90% of my free time. I am pathetic I know. Starting to make some patterns

2003-10-23T07:33:00.000-04:00

I am The Elitist GodWhat type of grep SailorMoon * member are you? HAHAHA lurve dood

2003-09-28T00:31:00.000-04:00

Okay, I don't get men...espceially ones named Chris. He has this ungodly purpose that he has to prove me wrong. It pisses me off so bad sometimes. I just want to smack him. -.-.

2003-09-27T15:48:00.000-04:00

First men are assholes. Okay last week Jon came over for a visit and the asshole thought he could put the moves on me. Like I would swoon to his powers of seduction or something. So I played dumb and made him leave. So later that week he calls and calls begging me to go chill with him. So after I finally had enough I told him I couldn't be friends with him if he was going to continue to act that

2003-09-26T20:57:00.000-04:00

Work work work...all day long I suck lots of stuff while I sing this song. Gah Chris had a job interview today with a law firm. If he gets this job, I get to come see him. Yea! But if he doesn't I go see him anyway. Yea!

2003-09-25T14:44:00.000-04:00

My god, Chris is wonderful. Last night we had a talk and he has made me so very happy. He is....I don't even know the words to describe him. ^_^ I also talked to my mikey last night. he is such a turd. I am mad at him for not letting me beat up Haley but....I will get my way in the end. I love working at FedEx except for the freaky arrow in the word Fed Ex if you haven't seen it yet go to the

2003-09-19T22:47:00.000-04:00

Where you go...I go. Where you stay, I'll stay. As the days turn into weeks and the summer into fall, I find myself thinking of chris more and more. He means so much more to me. I loved so much about him before, but now there are things that I never noticed about him that make him even more and more important to me. Thank you god.

2003-09-07T21:54:00.000-04:00

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2003-09-05T21:51:00.000-04:00

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2003-09-03T08:25:00.000-04:00

Okay well, last night was one of the most amazing nights I have had in a long time. Chris and I talked almost the whole day. Getting reaquainted with him is so... I can't even vocalize the words and feelings I have. Hearing his voice and his laugh is like coming home. It is familiar, it is safe. Our break up was rather tame for break ups. I always regreted loosing touch with him, but it was more

2003-09-01T20:13:00.000-04:00

OMFG today is the greatest day. One of my favorite guys in the world has found me. I dated chris in high school. He was a wonderful person. He had one helluva body, hmm and now he is a lawyer....*thinks unsexy thoughts*

2003-08-31T15:02:00.000-04:00

Okay well, I have been stalling so far...So hopefully I can keep this up. ^_^; The guy keeps asking and I keep pretending I didn't get the message. Gah men. Where is Mikity when I need him to be violent? Anyway, I have decided to go and see Kley this November. XD I can't wait. She is super fun drinking buddy. Okay must get stuff together. Bah Humbug.

2003-08-31T02:25:00.000-04:00

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2003-08-30T22:57:00.000-04:00

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2003-08-30T22:35:00.000-04:00

Okay I sooooo don't know what to do. I went to a con and then met a bunch of guys. One in particular has caught my interest. While the two of us are getting to know each other. One of the other guys from the con asks me to try to be more. :-O I don't know what to do. I mean I like the guy and he is great fun and all. BUT I really like Stephen. I'd rather persue a relationship with him. Gah what a

2003-08-29T21:52:00.000-04:00

Hehehehe....I am a Slytherin...DUH!!! Wow I haven't blogged in a long time...Gah I am just a lazy ass... be sorted @ nimbo.net

2003-06-30T09:37:00.000-04:00

Golly gee it has been a day! I have been busy with school. And now it is only 4 days till my birthday!!!!! I am going to be the big 23! geez i am getting old. I gots a puppy for my birthday. A little Jack Russell. I am hoping that I can have her house trained before we go to Joshie's for his Birthday on the 11. I am going to upload a couple pics tonight especially of me and the pup. I have new

2003-05-29T21:37:00.000-04:00

Things have been getting harder. Those of you who know what was going on in my life the past couple days, know the pain and hurt that I am going through. It has been a long, rough couple days for me. I have been frustrated, devestated, pissed, mad, and...well i guess I can't describe the last feeling. It is like someone has reached into my chest and is squeezing my heart trying to rip it from my

2003-05-20T07:30:00.000-04:00

I know that I haven't faithfully written in here but with classes I have been vewry busy. My meals have been the same everyday...boring I know. Breakfast: Cinamon toast 2 milk Snack: Baby Carrots Coke Lunch: Veggie sub from Subway (6 in) plain and (gasp) no cheese!!!!!! Milk Dinner: PB and J milk Snack: Celery and at least 2 glasses of water I know, I am desperate here but I am trying to

2003-05-12T19:19:00.000-04:00

Today was my first day of my post grad work. This is going to be really tough! But I really think that this is something that I can do and enjoy! my new e-mail addy is brupert@law.capital.edu Please drop me a line so I know that you all care.

2003-05-11T20:36:00.000-04:00

Lunch: Buckeye Fried Chicken 1/2 a piece Milk Dinner: 1/2 piece of chicken corn on the cob toss salad no dressing water snack: 1/3 a small blizzard Tomorrow is the big day. My first day of grad school. God this is scary. I mean this is serious studying. I am going to have to work hard and be driven to succeed at this. In undergrad, I only had to put forth 1/3 of the effort and still got good

2003-05-10T16:46:00.000-04:00

Today: Breakfast/Lunch: 2 pancakes milk glass of water Well I finished my briefs...it only took me 5 hours. -.- Now I am looking over "Basics of Tort Law". They use really big words....I need a dictionary. I know I am bitchin about these classes but I am really excited about this. It is like this is my first real chance of having a life for myself. I talked to the director of the program. Shes

2003-05-09T19:30:00.000-04:00

I know that I didn't put up yesterday's food list. That is because I didn't eat. I had the most stomache ache. Jennica is dead set that it is food poisioning. I dunno.... Today: Breakfast: Milk Lunch: Crackers Coke Dinner: crackers Chicken water total glasses of water: 3 (i need to do better) damn poorman's doughnuts....I want them but they make me fat....;_; Monday I start classes. But my

2003-05-07T19:50:00.000-04:00

Dinner: Halibut with lemon garlic sauce Fresh Pineapple I wanted to let you all know that I know what is feels like to have God's love! Today at group there was a older man, an ordained minster that had fallen from grace and he was feeling rather down and out. I managed to speak to him and tell him what I have learned about God and his plan for us. He felt rejuvinated and went to speak with a

2003-05-07T16:53:00.000-04:00

Lunch: Salad: mushrooms cheese meat lettuce Stuffing I have NO clue where that lucnh came from....^^;

2003-05-07T08:18:00.000-04:00

Wednesday: Breakfast: Cinnamon Toast: 2 pieces Milk Off to group. Blah I hate group....But, I only have one more after this one....I guess that I can stomache it. After group I am going to come home. If it is still raining I will prolly just go to the gym, Blah.

2003-05-06T20:52:00.000-04:00

Tuesday: Breakfast: Cinnamon Toast: 2 pieces Milk Lunch: Brown Sugar Pop Tart Saltines: 4 Milk Water Dinner: Roasted Potatoes:3 halves Milk Water Snack: Pecan Mudslide Excersize: Went for a walk; rode my bike around Blacklick Park Tuesday: Jon and I talked. He is depressed. He and I had a long talk and I decided that while I can't be friends with him now. I will not cut him out of my life.

2003-05-06T12:33:00.000-04:00

Okay Jennica and I both started to write down what we are eating in hopes that we will slowly lose weight. Monday: 2 Pancakes 1 scambled egg 2 pieces of bacon 1 peanut butter and jelly sandwhich 1 glass of milk 1 small bowl of Jonny marzetti ewww Monday: I went to my first theapy group. I dunno how much I like it, but so far it is okay. I only have to go for one week so that is a plus. Next

2003-04-12T12:11:00.000-04:00

Well...I guess I should start a blog...since everyone and their brother has one... Today I am sick, stupid kids in the daycare got me this way....I should eat them. Every single one of them are sneezing and coughing right in my face....-.-;